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[64th]

planets?? [ what the fuck. Cashmere can't even begin to fathom how that works. ]

that's
scary.

[ she kind of wants to know how the sex was but through great restraint, does not. ]

we should avoid him.

[iustitiae]

id say we could murder him but i dont think that would teach him anything

[64th]

it's less satisfying when they don't stay dead.

not that I find murder satisfying. you know what I mean.

[iustitiae]

yeah i know what you mean

[64th]

Good.

How are things with Matt?

[iustitiae]

They're okay. We talked.

[64th]

Okay you're still adorable roommates or okay like it's kind of awkward being in the same room for too long?

[iustitiae]

I don't think wer were ever "adorable roommates"

[64th]

I disagree but will compromise to people I think who are adorable who happen to live together

[iustitiae]

the jury is still out

[64th]

Really? Just from other you hitting on him? Intensely hitting on him.

1/3

[iustitiae]

wait hold on what

2/3

[iustitiae]

umm this is news to me

3/3

[iustitiae]

Like i'm not disputing my double told him he's pretty or w/e
but like
he didn't "intensely" do anything

[64th]

[ oops ]

I think his words were "hit on me a lot"
He seemed kind of confused about it?

He wasn't mad or upset but I think he felt bad that he turned you down. He kind of rambled and said he wasn't good at relationships. I didn't push on it because we were trying to figure out if you were possessed

[iustitiae]

huh

real talk: do you think matt is bi

[64th]

I would have said no before but after he said that and didn't correct me when I said I didn't know he felt that way about you
I'm going with yes

[iustitiae]

fuuuuuuuck

ok thats fine this is fine
but it explains a lot

[64th]

it's weird, right? he's skiddish about it but he also didn't deny it

explains what?

[iustitiae]

explains why its still awkward between him and me
i wish he'd said something
but i guess we were too busy with the oh yeah i murdered someone fall out

he's super religious though so it doesn't really surprise me that he doesn't want to talk about it
i'll have to figure out how to bring it up organically
maybe
thats probably better than avoiding this forever right

[64th]

Does religion ruin everything because it sounds like it ruins things.

How are you going to bring it up organically? Ask him to play fuck marry kill with other people in the cave and then name only men?

[iustitiae]

yes, 100% yes

and i dont know i'll work that out

[64th]

huh. weird. [ she hates when it sounds like the Capitol was right about something. ]

Do you think he said it to me on accident? Maybe he said more than he meant to.

[iustitiae]

Probably. Maybe he doesn't really realize it himself
i get the feeling than its different than, like, jack
who is just trying to intentionally keep it on the down low

[64th]

For what it's worth I think he felt really bad because he thought he'd hurt you. He said you deserved someone who could give you a relationship. Other you asked him for sex and he was worried about your feelings.