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[iustitiae]

huh

real talk: do you think matt is bi

[64th]

I would have said no before but after he said that and didn't correct me when I said I didn't know he felt that way about you
I'm going with yes

[iustitiae]

fuuuuuuuck

ok thats fine this is fine
but it explains a lot

[64th]

it's weird, right? he's skiddish about it but he also didn't deny it

explains what?

[iustitiae]

explains why its still awkward between him and me
i wish he'd said something
but i guess we were too busy with the oh yeah i murdered someone fall out

he's super religious though so it doesn't really surprise me that he doesn't want to talk about it
i'll have to figure out how to bring it up organically
maybe
thats probably better than avoiding this forever right

[64th]

Does religion ruin everything because it sounds like it ruins things.

How are you going to bring it up organically? Ask him to play fuck marry kill with other people in the cave and then name only men?

[iustitiae]

yes, 100% yes

and i dont know i'll work that out

[64th]

huh. weird. [ she hates when it sounds like the Capitol was right about something. ]

Do you think he said it to me on accident? Maybe he said more than he meant to.

[iustitiae]

Probably. Maybe he doesn't really realize it himself
i get the feeling than its different than, like, jack
who is just trying to intentionally keep it on the down low

[64th]

For what it's worth I think he felt really bad because he thought he'd hurt you. He said you deserved someone who could give you a relationship. Other you asked him for sex and he was worried about your feelings.

[iustitiae]

Other me also asked about his feelings but thats when he bolted

[64th]

I also dislike feelings more than sex so I can't blame him too much.

Don't tell him I told you? I didn't know you didn't know.

[iustitiae]

I'm thinking it was both. I don't know, I'm trying not to think too hard on this double shit

I won't tell him. That's why I said it's going to have to come up organically. Your secret is safe with me.

[64th]

Thanks. I hope you figure it out. And that he figures it out. I would not be opposed to you two together.

Which reminds me, I'm sorry I called your double jealous of me but only because I thought it was you. Fuck that guy.

[iustitiae]

It's okay
I think we should just all collectively agree to forget everything that happened with the doubles honestly

[64th]

Works for me. None of it is worth remembering.

text; sometime after some mistletoe things happen

[iustitiae]

i need you to be my good conscience and tell me not to do anything dumb

[64th]

I make no promises about being good at being the good conscience but will do my best. What's going on?

[iustitiae]

there's mistletoe in my apartment

[64th]

Well that could create some very interesting situations.

[iustitiae]

yes
so you see the problem

[64th]

I don't really see it as a "problem" because I'm pro-making out in most situations but it could be awkward.
As long as you don't push anyone under it, you're fin .

[iustitiae]

matt and i mightve kissed

[64th]

[ WELL THIS IS ALL VERY EXCITING but she's going to play it cool.
also she is not going to say "me too" despite it being true. ]

and?? Was it good? Did you kiss him or did he kiss you?

[iustitiae]

of course it was good
and
he kissed me