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[iustitiae]

of course it was good
and
he kissed me

[64th]

so he is into you. I knew it.

[iustitiae]

ugggghhh thats not helpful

what am i supposed to do

[64th]

I told you I couldn't promise to be good

Wait until the mistletoe all disappears and then talk to him about it. maybe he wouldn't have kissed you without it but there's obviously something there to start with.

[iustitiae]

yeah but what does that mean for ollie
im supposed to be good remember

[64th]

[ oh. right. the boyfriend complicates things. ]

What if you never go home, Connor? I haven't been home in ages. Years. maybe once we're gone we don't go back. There were people I loved too but I don't think I'll see them again. And I don't think they'd want me to wait.
Or maybe you'll go home and not remember any of this and you and Oliver can go back to the way things have always been.

[iustitiae]

I guess so

[64th]

I know you love Oliver. But you have feelings for Matt too, don't you? You can love more than one person.

[iustitiae]

i don't know that i have feelings for matt

i know he's hot

[64th]

He's very hot.

I think it will be weird if you try to ignore that you kissed. Maybe you'll acknowledge it and both decide there's nothing to pursue. Sometimes kissing is just kissing. sometimes it's the start of something else.

[iustitiae]

there are so many hot guys here

why did my double get to have so much sex
did i lose the karma lottery really badly

[64th]

he was very pro-sex. he even wanted me to go find someone to sleep with. and while I appreciate his sex positivity, he was a huge jerk.

Let's say anything you did here you wouldn't remember when you got home. It just wouldn't matter. What would you do?

[iustitiae]

is "everyone" an acceptable answer?

[64th]

haha yes, I'll accept that as an answer.

[iustitiae]

what about you and matt, though?

[64th]

What about me and Matt? I don't that I'm his type.

[iustitiae]

ok but we're going to find you someone fun to have sex with

[64th]

yes please.

[ it feels like she's hiding something if she doesn't tell Connor that she kissed Matt, and she doesn't want him to find out from someone else because then it'll look like she's hiding it. ]

Well. I did kiss Matt.

[iustitiae]

aha! i'm not the only one who might need to have a chat after all this is over

[64th]

Or maybe I just won't say anything because friends can kiss and it doesn't mean anything.

[ because it is totally super different when she kisses Matt than when Connor does. yep. ]

[iustitiae]

Which is why I shouldn't say anything, right?

[hes onto you. theyre just going to have to become an ot3]

[64th]

No! It's different.

[ one moment while she tries to come with with a reason it's different. ]

Because you live with him.
And
and because the double thing he felt bad making you/him feel bad so obviously he likes you a little maybe and we don't know how he feels about me maybe he just thinks I feel hot or something

[ they would be the best ot3 ever and complete rule the cave. ]

[iustitiae]

Yeeeeah you know how that text is coming off right

[64th]

Completely sane and logical.

So what are we supposed to do, sit Matt down and say "hey there was a lot of kissing going on last week, how do you feel about that?"

[iustitiae]

maybe???

idk i dont want matt to come between us
our friendship is more important than some boy