I know. I learned that a long time ago. it doesn't make it any easier to watch them make the wrong choices. I know one day he'll be better, for her. I just wish I was important enough for him to try for me.
nobody is nice all the time. but you are nice to me, which is more than he can say. yes. I don't want to go back to that person. I hate seeing him like that, because I know he's capable of more.
she's from before they even met. I don't know if she's ready for him. I wish I didn't know how things are meant to go in the future. I can't force anything to happen before it's ready, but they need each other.
I'm always here if you need to talk. You should come over, we'll watch a movie and eat ice cream. It might not make you feel better but it will distract you.
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I'm all right. I just wish ... I just wish it didn't have to be this way.
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I know one day he'll be better, for her. I just wish I was important enough for him to try for me.
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You're important to me. You're important to anyone with an ounce of sense. Never let anyone make you believe otherwise.
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( and it stings to be reminded, especially by someone she can't help but see as her friend. )
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What happened, Tink?
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( help him? talk to him? be there for him? she's not always good at human things. )
he just wanted to sleep with me, and when I wouldn't he said he'd find somebody else.
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[ Men are stupid, what can you do? ]
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( which is really the worst feeling, that she can't help him. he needs a savior for that. )
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She who?
[ Sorry Tink, Cash is not impressed by your friend. ]
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her name is Emma.
( he's not impressive as far as personality is concerned, okay. )
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still, she wonders: ]
You only like him as a friend?
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yes. he was the only one I had in Neverland.
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He might come around. It must be very hard to have him be a jerk.
Come on. You're the nicest person I know.
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perhaps he's still there, but I'm not. I don't want to be.
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Do you like who you are better now?
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yes. I don't want to go back to that person. I hate seeing him like that, because I know he's capable of more.
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Is Emma here? Could she help you with him?
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I wish I didn't know how things are meant to go in the future. I can't force anything to happen before it's ready, but they need each other.
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It's fine to forgive people when they do shitty things but don't let them do it again.
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I won't. I'm not his quick fix anymore.
thank you for listening to me. I shouldn't complain, I just hate how this feels.
( emotions are really hard, okay. )
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I'm always here if you need to talk. You should come over, we'll watch a movie and eat ice cream. It might not make you feel better but it will distract you.
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being with my friends always makes me feel better. are you sure you aren't busy?
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