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backdated bc i'm so slow at everything wow

[pixiedusting]

have you ever felt badly for someone and been so angry at them it kind of hurts?

[64th]

Yeah. You okay? What's going on?

Is this a guy because I can kick his ass if it helps.

[pixiedusting]

it wouldn't.
I'm all right. I just wish ... I just wish it didn't have to be this way.

[64th]

You can't control other people. It's okay to be angry about what other people do.

[pixiedusting]

I know. I learned that a long time ago. it doesn't make it any easier to watch them make the wrong choices.
I know one day he'll be better, for her. I just wish I was important enough for him to try for me.

[64th]

[ well fuck anybody who doesn't think Tink is the best. ]

You're important to me. You're important to anyone with an ounce of sense. Never let anyone make you believe otherwise.

[pixiedusting]

it feels like all the people that think that are here. I'm not sure anyone feels like that in Storybrooke.

( and it stings to be reminded, especially by someone she can't help but see as her friend. )

[64th]

I doubt that's true. Maybe they just have a weird way of showing it.

What happened, Tink?

[pixiedusting]

I saw a friend from home. he was upset and I wanted to...

( help him? talk to him? be there for him? she's not always good at human things. )

he just wanted to sleep with me, and when I wouldn't he said he'd find somebody else.

[64th]

He doesn't sound like a very good friend.

[ Men are stupid, what can you do? ]

[pixiedusting]

he's just not there yet. she'll make him better. I only ever made him worse.

( which is really the worst feeling, that she can't help him. he needs a savior for that. )

[64th]

He sounds plenty worse all on his own.

She who?

[ Sorry Tink, Cash is not impressed by your friend. ]

[pixiedusting]

love changes him. he's not there yet. I've seen it happen.
her name is Emma.

( he's not impressive as far as personality is concerned, okay. )

[64th]

[ love changes him?? Tink, you beautiful tropical fish. Cashmere is such a pessimist.

still, she wonders: ]

You only like him as a friend?

[pixiedusting]

( faeries believe in love, ok $$. she knows love can make people better. )

yes. he was the only one I had in Neverland.

[64th]

[ ...still unsure. ]

He might come around. It must be very hard to have him be a jerk.

Come on. You're the nicest person I know.

[pixiedusting]

when we knew each other, I wasn't very nice.
perhaps he's still there, but I'm not. I don't want to be.

[64th]

Well sometimes I'm not very nice either. [ wow good thing no one from Panem is around to call her out on 'sometimes' ]

Do you like who you are better now?

[pixiedusting]

nobody is nice all the time. but you are nice to me, which is more than he can say.
yes. I don't want to go back to that person. I hate seeing him like that, because I know he's capable of more.

[64th]

I know what you mean.

Is Emma here? Could she help you with him?

[pixiedusting]

she's from before they even met. I don't know if she's ready for him.
I wish I didn't know how things are meant to go in the future. I can't force anything to happen before it's ready, but they need each other.

[64th]

This is a nice place to get to know each other. They might just need time.

[pixiedusting]

I hope you're right. his unhappiness doesn't make how he treats me any better, but it makes it harder for me to hold it against him.

[64th]

You know men can only think with one head at once.

It's fine to forgive people when they do shitty things but don't let them do it again.

[pixiedusting]

I'm not sure I trust his head, either. his heart isn't so terrible, but he refuses to use it.
I won't. I'm not his quick fix anymore.

thank you for listening to me. I shouldn't complain, I just hate how this feels.

( emotions are really hard, okay. )