[ a defeatist approach isn't something annie is quick to judge, not when the odds are stacked against them all. the capitol once held all the cards, pushed all the buttons with no regard for the lives of other human beings. they were meant to follow blindly, like herded sheep. ]
Not everyone knew about their plans – Finnick, Haymitch, Johanna and everyone. I didn't know. Katniss hadn't either.
[ Cash tills her head, considering this for a long moment. the twins joined hands with the other victors in a final act of defiance at the interviews, but would they have been willing to risk everything for the unknown that is District 13? ]
I imagine we were a risky choice. [ she hasn't fully decided how that makes her feel. had they played their roles of Capitol sweethearts too well? did the others believe that One was really that loyal to the Capitol? ] We've never lived without each other. Except those couple minutes at the beginning. It felt better to have a guaranteed outcome than to think i'd spend my life without him.
[ it's strange to think about being dead at home when she doesn't even have memories of going into the arena. she wonders, briefly, how far she made it before pushing that thought away. ] It's hard to let go of the past, isn't it?
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[ a defeatist approach isn't something annie is quick to judge, not when the odds are stacked against them all. the capitol once held all the cards, pushed all the buttons with no regard for the lives of other human beings. they were meant to follow blindly, like herded sheep. ]
Not everyone knew about their plans – Finnick, Haymitch, Johanna and everyone. I didn't know. Katniss hadn't either.
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I imagine we were a risky choice. [ she hasn't fully decided how that makes her feel. had they played their roles of Capitol sweethearts too well? did the others believe that One was really that loyal to the Capitol? ] We've never lived without each other. Except those couple minutes at the beginning. It felt better to have a guaranteed outcome than to think i'd spend my life without him.
[ it's strange to think about being dead at home when she doesn't even have memories of going into the arena. she wonders, briefly, how far she made it before pushing that thought away. ] It's hard to let go of the past, isn't it?